today is really a not so good day…wahaha..
eelee flown back to Chile today. I wish her well. Wont get to see her for at least one and half years. Eelee, if you are reading this, take good care of urself. And when you are free, go look for some latino hunks. Ps Shirls and some others flew off to Brisbane today for 8 days too. So envious of them. I have never been to a Caucasian country. How i wish i could go. But well, a combination of school schedule and finance probs tells me “no”. My sheep was enlisted today too. He’s supposed to report to the Police force for his national service. It wont be very tough, but nonetheless, it takes away 2 yrs of your freedom. In one day, there is 3 sending off, some long some short. I dun like farewells. To me, farewells are not so nice things. But someday it happens…
Have you ever wondered where you will go after death? I personally believe that after I die, i will proceed to meet my Lord and Saviour, Mr Jesus. And with death, comes many farewells. And farewell means that I cant be able to share about God’s love to others already. This is one of many reasons why i dont like farewells too. I was talking to my lecture mates over sms yesterday and she told me something that when i heard it, it was like “oh my gosh, what have we done?” Oops, it sounds wrong but read on. She mentioned that christians tend to be too cliquish thus leaving people out of our social circle. Of cos, i explained to her that it was never my intention to leave my lecture mates out of my social circle. In my world, everyone is welcomed. But sometimes, when we talked abt things that are familiar to us, it will neglect the others who are not that close and therefore make them feel left out. Thus, as we are being called to be salt and light, we need to be extra sensitive to the needs of the people and to make delibrate effort to mix around and talk to people around. I hope that I am a friend that provides security in friendship, coz i am one who does not like people that does not give me the security and assurance in the friendship. It makes me feel that I am the only one giving into this friendship.
Back to the series of unfortunate events. So I went to airport and sent Eelee off. After sending her off, I was supposed to head to Bukit Batok to give tuition. But when i reach Jurong east MRT, i was late therefore i chose to take a cab from there. And it was 7 bucks. Never mind abt that. The kid was quite nice and friendly. Found it easy to talk to him too. After that, i was supposed to rush down to camp to take my IPPT. Then I was late in leaving the kid’s house and I had to take a cab again. This time round, it was $11.60. So ex…And when i attempted my IPPT, I felt that i was not in my best condition to take, but i took it nonetheless. I almost failed my Chin-ups. But thank God still cleared it. After doing like 10 times of SBJ, I finally did it without a “LINE FAULT”. But along with these 10 times of SBJ, my thigh muscles started to tighten up. I went for my 2.4km run shortly. When i started running, i could sense my muscles all starting to feel tight, but i still continued on, when the second round came, my muscles were all tensed up and I had a cramp. I thought to myself, “Man, this is not the right day. Surely not on my IPPT day right.” But what had to come, came. Had a no. of cramps and i started to walk. Of coz, needless to say, i failed my 2.4 with a timing of 14:23. I was so sian-ned after that. Bad things comes in pairs. I was abt to go home and mourn for my failure and guess what? I forget my locker no.! I tried to find and open but to no avail. I was supposed to be able to leave the camp at 715pm. But becoz of my stupidity, i left at 845pm coz i have to wait for everyone to leave the place to narrow down the possible lockers that i place my stuff. I mean failing my IPPT is sad enough, but well…
So that was roughly my day..wasn’t really a good day..but well, give thanks with a grateful heart ba!
I pray that God will help me keep a thankful heart towards Him for who He is!:)